Angry!!!

  Nothing can described my feeling now, except the word FURIOUS... I'm very upset today... Why? Because my housefly had 5 legs only... What happen to the other one? Well, ACCIDENTALLY broken by someone... I don't want to mention who, she knew it and she is making me very angry... I'm busying for the whole day to catch it and now it only got 5 legs... SWEET!!! The my locust's leg, at the adjoint part, it also went missing, maybe because it was like that already when I caught it, I can bear that at first but now? DAMN IT!!! I hate to say this but I am SURELY, VERY, TOTALLY ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I thought I can accept the SORRY LAR at the "crime scene", but it turned out to be negative... I spend my whole day just to catch housefly and locust, adding bruises on my body and I can't tolerate when I saw the leg just happened to break from its body!!!! I CANNOT ACCEPT THE TRUTH!!!! NO I CAN'T.....

  There is not much I can do, just hoping my experimental report marks will not be deducted... When she saw the leg broken, she did like she didn't saw it, then I'm the one who said:" The leg!!! You broke it, it's my housefly..." Then what I got is just a series of SORRY LAR, what made my boiling point burst was she said:" Replace with other lor, got so many lui... " Wow, the most memorable phrases from her mouth!!! I was going to scold her when I heard that deadly phrases!!! It's not a problem if I haven't caught that housefly myself, but now? I'm not a clod blooded creature, I even said thousand of sorry to the housefly for taking it as an experimental object... I don't know how to said it but I'm really can't force myself to talk with her, I can't even look into her face and gave her a smile, I know that if I looked at her, I'll did something that I can't even believe myself did it... I feel like ripped her locust's leg out at that time... An eye for an eye!!! How could she behave like nothing happened when the truth is, there is!!! But she is my next project's partner, I can't just ignore her like surrounding oxygen, even oxygen also important for me... My head feels like exploding, just stay away so that I can keep myself calm... STAY AWAY!!!! And don't come nearer to try talking within my reach, you don't know me well enough and I'm not the stupid weak girl anymore... I'm not bluffing!!!!

  Enough of my nagging, I want to watch my Merlin already... Incident already happened and just need time to adjust my feeling... I won't dislike you or hate you, I just needed time... Give me a space and I'll be fine, without your apologizes... Just remember, I hate people who thought sorry can solve problem but the truth is, NO, IT CAN'T!!!