It's the raining season again!!! Well, my memories are all cracked up when the scent of rain and the feels of cold wake me up without any effort... Hmm... It's suppose to rain after we have our holidays and that reminded me, I'm still have to go to school... But thanks to our red warriors which successfully to win the football match, I get a holiday today...
Just finished reading breaking dawn, and I can't get myself out from the imaginary mind of me, thinking about the story, of course... It's well written and the plot are interesting to get me away from PC for hours just to sit back and enjoyed the story book. I also realize that my headache is some sort of gone when I read and have a bundle of imagination in my head but it gets worst every time I shut down my PC. Strange but true, maybe I should filled my holidays with story books then, plus Fringe and Merlin of course. I can't stand to stop watching them online even for one episode. It makes me feel sick and left behind.
Well, I've just finished watching Merlin season 3 episode 8, The Eye Of Phoenix at the same time I also stop by blogger. Fantastic episode... Looking forward for next episode as usual... Hahaha... Since my job done here, I'll see you, my blog, next week I think...
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Form 6 is not like SPM......
Form 6 is not like SPM,that is the phrase which my biology teacher always said to us when she was teaching. But I hardly heard her every time in class... Not lately... After Wan Wei and Ah Mek came and sat with me... Then, I started to pay attention in her class. After I got me final year exam results, I truly understand why she always told us that.
The first result that I got was Mathematics paper 1, it's terrible enough... Am I'm not the lowest among my classmate... Then we get Pengajian Am paper 2's mark... It's lower than I expected!!! It's all the teacher's fault!!! He always get carried away with paper 1 and neglected paper 2 which hold 60% of the total mark!!! Then he could just said that we don't even have enough knowledge about latest issues and we didn't sharpen our skills at all!!! How could he blamed us for his fault? He never stress on paper 2 and every time he gave us exercise, he would said:" I thought I teach you all how to draw the graph already..." or every worst talk he had in Bilik Tuan Melor... He made reference books and always overjoyed about that(he thought he is very good just because he get the title GURU CEMERLANG). He just know how to accuse us that we liked rote learning... I mean what on earth are you saying? Is your brain lack of grey matters or you don't even owe one? We were brought up in this learning system, teacher give and we take... You don't give and expect us to be pro? Yeah, you are the greatest things that I've ever encountered in my whole life, bastard!!! I know we are in pre-u state but it's still not university... Man, you ready need a medical check up, brain check up,seriously!!!
Then, my biology paper, low grade also... It supposed to be in median but dwarf and chicken went to change a few objective answer and whola!!! My 2 marks fly away... That's good men... I know I know... I deserve it, I did my studies at last minute and it suits people like me... But didn't I have my right to get what is already mine? I gave up... Gave up on my mind and listen to my heart... It's nothing, just 2 marks and just lower my grade more... It's nothing to me... At that moment, I swore I'll tore them apart next time, we'll see about that, suckers!!!
Then my friend, onion, really felt nervous and sad for her... It's not her fault but she have to bear it with her heart... I hope she can accept what she'll going to hear tonight... You can make it, dear... I love you... Today, we did experiment on how to preserve insects... We were asked to catch locus and houseflies, so I went to catch some yesterday... It was almost 4.30pm when I reached the place near paddy field... Then my mom, my two sisters and I went into bushes to find the locus... There were many of them but we were unable to catch them because they are too fast and the grass are too tall... Making us fear to travel into the inner area... Snakes of course that was the main threat, as paddy field always full of them... Almost 2 hours and I finally managed to catch one... Wow... Then we returned home... My hands were full of small scratch and wound made by the thorn trees... But it was worth it... Then I called sheryn and she was unable to catch one, so I decided to gave her the extra locus that I've caught... And I went to the Billion to catch houseflies... Sounds crazy but I actually did that... I don't care about people's opinion, I just want to help my friends, that's all... Luckily I asked Ah Mek and Wan Wei, they were also lacking houseflies... So, I helped them to pick it up... At school, I put chloroform into the container to make both houseflies and locus unconscious... Then, I cut the locus right in the middle of it's belly and use scissors to slice through it... I dug all it's digestive organs and more out of it's body and soaked cotton wool into formalin and stuck it into the locus... Afterward, I pinned the houseflies and locus on a styrofoam and put it into oven to dry it... It took a week to let it dried so we'll going to end our job here first... A merciless day for me, and Amitabha to the victims of my cruelness... Blame the syllabus that gets you all into this mess... I wonder how can I handle the 25 species insecta and plantae this holiday? Hmm...
Lately, I'm reading Breaking Dawn written by Stephanie Mayer... Borrowed from my sweetheart Onion of course... She had a dozen of these stories books and I'm going to spend my holiday with her books I think... By the way, thanks Onion for being such a kind and generous beauty!!! Sheryn don't be jealous... You also help me in getting all my job done, thank you!!! Shiau Tong big lazy worm, playing truant again!!! But two beauties cannot exist in one class, the repulsive force are too strong that shiau tong being shot away from school... Hahaha~ Don't tell her that, later she boomed me again... See ya at Mr. Loh tuition!!!
PS: I promised Shiau Tong to watch How I Met Your Mother 2 episodes in exchange that she watch 1 episode of Fringe... I wonder what is she doing now?
The first result that I got was Mathematics paper 1, it's terrible enough... Am I'm not the lowest among my classmate... Then we get Pengajian Am paper 2's mark... It's lower than I expected!!! It's all the teacher's fault!!! He always get carried away with paper 1 and neglected paper 2 which hold 60% of the total mark!!! Then he could just said that we don't even have enough knowledge about latest issues and we didn't sharpen our skills at all!!! How could he blamed us for his fault? He never stress on paper 2 and every time he gave us exercise, he would said:" I thought I teach you all how to draw the graph already..." or every worst talk he had in Bilik Tuan Melor... He made reference books and always overjoyed about that(he thought he is very good just because he get the title GURU CEMERLANG). He just know how to accuse us that we liked rote learning... I mean what on earth are you saying? Is your brain lack of grey matters or you don't even owe one? We were brought up in this learning system, teacher give and we take... You don't give and expect us to be pro? Yeah, you are the greatest things that I've ever encountered in my whole life, bastard!!! I know we are in pre-u state but it's still not university... Man, you ready need a medical check up, brain check up,seriously!!!
Then, my biology paper, low grade also... It supposed to be in median but dwarf and chicken went to change a few objective answer and whola!!! My 2 marks fly away... That's good men... I know I know... I deserve it, I did my studies at last minute and it suits people like me... But didn't I have my right to get what is already mine? I gave up... Gave up on my mind and listen to my heart... It's nothing, just 2 marks and just lower my grade more... It's nothing to me... At that moment, I swore I'll tore them apart next time, we'll see about that, suckers!!!
Then my friend, onion, really felt nervous and sad for her... It's not her fault but she have to bear it with her heart... I hope she can accept what she'll going to hear tonight... You can make it, dear... I love you... Today, we did experiment on how to preserve insects... We were asked to catch locus and houseflies, so I went to catch some yesterday... It was almost 4.30pm when I reached the place near paddy field... Then my mom, my two sisters and I went into bushes to find the locus... There were many of them but we were unable to catch them because they are too fast and the grass are too tall... Making us fear to travel into the inner area... Snakes of course that was the main threat, as paddy field always full of them... Almost 2 hours and I finally managed to catch one... Wow... Then we returned home... My hands were full of small scratch and wound made by the thorn trees... But it was worth it... Then I called sheryn and she was unable to catch one, so I decided to gave her the extra locus that I've caught... And I went to the Billion to catch houseflies... Sounds crazy but I actually did that... I don't care about people's opinion, I just want to help my friends, that's all... Luckily I asked Ah Mek and Wan Wei, they were also lacking houseflies... So, I helped them to pick it up... At school, I put chloroform into the container to make both houseflies and locus unconscious... Then, I cut the locus right in the middle of it's belly and use scissors to slice through it... I dug all it's digestive organs and more out of it's body and soaked cotton wool into formalin and stuck it into the locus... Afterward, I pinned the houseflies and locus on a styrofoam and put it into oven to dry it... It took a week to let it dried so we'll going to end our job here first... A merciless day for me, and Amitabha to the victims of my cruelness... Blame the syllabus that gets you all into this mess... I wonder how can I handle the 25 species insecta and plantae this holiday? Hmm...
Lately, I'm reading Breaking Dawn written by Stephanie Mayer... Borrowed from my sweetheart Onion of course... She had a dozen of these stories books and I'm going to spend my holiday with her books I think... By the way, thanks Onion for being such a kind and generous beauty!!! Sheryn don't be jealous... You also help me in getting all my job done, thank you!!! Shiau Tong big lazy worm, playing truant again!!! But two beauties cannot exist in one class, the repulsive force are too strong that shiau tong being shot away from school... Hahaha~ Don't tell her that, later she boomed me again... See ya at Mr. Loh tuition!!!
PS: I promised Shiau Tong to watch How I Met Your Mother 2 episodes in exchange that she watch 1 episode of Fringe... I wonder what is she doing now?
Monday, October 25, 2010
Finally......
This is the day I've waiting for!!! After exams... But I don't seem to enjoy it because I started to worried about my result... Now, I really regret that I didn't study for all the subjects... It's true!!! This time, I wonder what grade will I get and which ranking? All this tensed me up...
Onion must be happy because holiday is coming and she is going to KL... Wow... She indeed invited me to go with her and do part time job, but I prefer stay at home... Plus, I'm having money crisis lately... Sorry, onion... Don't be angry because I turn down your offer nuh!!!
I heard some bad news lately, and I mean very very bad news... First, our Chinese Orchestra Lecture passed away because of blood infection... I remember him, as a stern yet responsible lecture... But I hardly can get the chance to have conversation with him, I know he was not the way he looked on the appearance... Rest in peace, I sincerely hope.
I want to watch Fringe and Merlin within this year and start my revision next year, that's my plan... But I know it never worked for me... Shiao Tong Tong, why won't you watch Fringe lerh? I remember you promised me that if watch 2 episodes of How I Met Your Mother, you will watch Fringe too... I hope you stick to your words... Beautiful girl must not tell lies...
Arhhh... I nearly forgot about my Muet Test already!!! Tong! Remember your words nuh... If you and I get band 4, I treat you 杂饭 and you treat me 鸡饭, then if we score band 5, I treat you Atama Singh and you treat me burger... If we lucky enough to get band 6, you treat me 水饺面 and I treat you 干捞面...... Hmm... I wonder when can you treat me, I'm looking forward for to it!!!
Onion must be happy because holiday is coming and she is going to KL... Wow... She indeed invited me to go with her and do part time job, but I prefer stay at home... Plus, I'm having money crisis lately... Sorry, onion... Don't be angry because I turn down your offer nuh!!!
I heard some bad news lately, and I mean very very bad news... First, our Chinese Orchestra Lecture passed away because of blood infection... I remember him, as a stern yet responsible lecture... But I hardly can get the chance to have conversation with him, I know he was not the way he looked on the appearance... Rest in peace, I sincerely hope.
I want to watch Fringe and Merlin within this year and start my revision next year, that's my plan... But I know it never worked for me... Shiao Tong Tong, why won't you watch Fringe lerh? I remember you promised me that if watch 2 episodes of How I Met Your Mother, you will watch Fringe too... I hope you stick to your words... Beautiful girl must not tell lies...
Arhhh... I nearly forgot about my Muet Test already!!! Tong! Remember your words nuh... If you and I get band 4, I treat you 杂饭 and you treat me 鸡饭, then if we score band 5, I treat you Atama Singh and you treat me burger... If we lucky enough to get band 6, you treat me 水饺面 and I treat you 干捞面...... Hmm... I wonder when can you treat me, I'm looking forward for to it!!!
Friday, October 15, 2010
I ended my MUET speaking test...
This week, I've done my MUET speaking and my issue was, if you are given an opportunity to learn a skill, what skill would you like to learn? 1. learning to play musical instrument 2. learning to speak foreign language 3. learning to set a small business 4. learning to drive a car. Guess what? I'm candidate B, hahaha~ Lucky for me, I get point 2, so, I started to write all the points down... Shiao Tong get point 3, quite tough and she manage to figure out few points... Well done... Then Task B, I thought those Upper Six people will start the discussion but they don't... Okay, then I start, when our discussion reached 10 minutes, no one wanted to make conclusion, so I did again... Why?
Going to have my final exam this week, a stressful week... Somebody help me!!!
Going to have my final exam this week, a stressful week... Somebody help me!!!
Thursday, October 7, 2010
I hate new classroom!!!
In just a few blink, one week passed silently and I haven't prepared anything for my MUET speaking test on this Thursday... As well as the COMING SOON final year exam.... Nothing I've done and here it goes again, I'm surfing the internet and waste my valuable time again....
So, this week, is new week... Why? Because somebody get well and we had to return to our original classroom which is located on the highest floor!!! Wow... Then, on the first day, I've tried my best to go to school as earlier as possible to get a good study place in new classroom... I went into the school and suddenly stopped at the staircase, how to get up there? Because I've just visit the class once and only a few minutes, I lost my memory and I cannot figure out the pathway... Seriously, yes!!! Then I tried very hard to picture up the road and looking for any familiar faces that I recognize... Sadly, I cannot find one and so I just walk slowly... To my surprise, I saw Jie Jie and she was walking so fast that I only manage to follow her a while before she completely varnished into thin air... There, I saw another staircase and decided to walk upstair... Oh no oh no, I finally found my classroom!!! Thank you, jie jie...
When I stepped into the classroom, it's already full of my other classmate and suitable places are reserved already... I found Shiao Tong sitting at the second last row and she did reserved a place behind her for me... Luckily!!! But these people really wicked!!! They always come late and now? Then as I expected, people that I hate most all sit in front, but far away from me as I sat at the last row... That's better... I don't have to saw their disgusting back... It makes me want to puke... Okay...
The worst day ever, I never thought that they would put curtain to block my sunlight and my wind!!! I really don't know what's wrong with these nerd, a beautiful scenery, good for me to just look at them while teacher is too boring when teaching us... Then they said got light reflection and so on and just put the curtain on the window... Okay, but at my place, where I sit, above my head got no lighting, no fan and after they close that curtain, it becomes dark and hot!!! What light reflecting? It is the light on your head and not the sunlight that shine into our classroom... Use your head and logic thinking theory, at least use your eyes... I'm so irritated by the stupid and brainless people, more annoying, the stupid high pitch voice!!! Hey, I really doubt whether it is none of your intention or you guys are cold blooded animals? My Lucky dog can be your teacher then... Then when Shiao Tong absent, they always like to change place and sat behind to avoid teacher spotting them do other subject's homework... Duh!!! You choose your place and still want to change place? You all really making fool of yourself... The dumbest people that I've ever known...
Then, I felt a lot of loneliness engulfing me today... Shiao Tong was absent and I really don't know how to handle my feeling... Luckily, Onion sat beside me and we talked for a while on morning before she went for duty... Sher-Ryn and I sat far apart although we are in the same class, she sat at the first row second last and I sat at the last, which is the fifth row and the last place, of course. That distance don't really matters because we are in the same class... I always knew it...
Overall, this week sucks!!!
So, this week, is new week... Why? Because somebody get well and we had to return to our original classroom which is located on the highest floor!!! Wow... Then, on the first day, I've tried my best to go to school as earlier as possible to get a good study place in new classroom... I went into the school and suddenly stopped at the staircase, how to get up there? Because I've just visit the class once and only a few minutes, I lost my memory and I cannot figure out the pathway... Seriously, yes!!! Then I tried very hard to picture up the road and looking for any familiar faces that I recognize... Sadly, I cannot find one and so I just walk slowly... To my surprise, I saw Jie Jie and she was walking so fast that I only manage to follow her a while before she completely varnished into thin air... There, I saw another staircase and decided to walk upstair... Oh no oh no, I finally found my classroom!!! Thank you, jie jie...
When I stepped into the classroom, it's already full of my other classmate and suitable places are reserved already... I found Shiao Tong sitting at the second last row and she did reserved a place behind her for me... Luckily!!! But these people really wicked!!! They always come late and now? Then as I expected, people that I hate most all sit in front, but far away from me as I sat at the last row... That's better... I don't have to saw their disgusting back... It makes me want to puke... Okay...
The worst day ever, I never thought that they would put curtain to block my sunlight and my wind!!! I really don't know what's wrong with these nerd, a beautiful scenery, good for me to just look at them while teacher is too boring when teaching us... Then they said got light reflection and so on and just put the curtain on the window... Okay, but at my place, where I sit, above my head got no lighting, no fan and after they close that curtain, it becomes dark and hot!!! What light reflecting? It is the light on your head and not the sunlight that shine into our classroom... Use your head and logic thinking theory, at least use your eyes... I'm so irritated by the stupid and brainless people, more annoying, the stupid high pitch voice!!! Hey, I really doubt whether it is none of your intention or you guys are cold blooded animals? My Lucky dog can be your teacher then... Then when Shiao Tong absent, they always like to change place and sat behind to avoid teacher spotting them do other subject's homework... Duh!!! You choose your place and still want to change place? You all really making fool of yourself... The dumbest people that I've ever known...
Then, I felt a lot of loneliness engulfing me today... Shiao Tong was absent and I really don't know how to handle my feeling... Luckily, Onion sat beside me and we talked for a while on morning before she went for duty... Sher-Ryn and I sat far apart although we are in the same class, she sat at the first row second last and I sat at the last, which is the fifth row and the last place, of course. That distance don't really matters because we are in the same class... I always knew it...
Overall, this week sucks!!!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Final year exam...
What I fear most is about to come face in face with me, the EXAMS!!! Wow, now I'm going nuts. Why? Let see my need-to-read list... 1. Chemistry: chapter 1 to chapter 9, exclude chapter 8... 2. Pengajian Am: 3 books to be read and adding them all have a total of more than 150 pages I think... 3. Biology: chapter 1 to chapter 7, and my problem is I don't even remember teacher has finished chapter 6!!! 4. Mathematics: This is the most terrible!!! I finished the exercises and now if you ask me 1 single question, I cannot solve it!!! My biggest problem is that I only have half a month to prepare and I mean I got to stuck all that syllabus into my little brain within 2 weeks!!! OH MY GOOD!!!
What do I care about all those exams? I really thought that every single minute when I saw the books and it hurts that I still staying at the same old place of mine... I never know where or what the teachers are saying, all I heard is just blah blah and even worst, I sleep when I read... Sounds crazy but yes, that is what I'm doing. I'm watching movies and dramas every Thursday night and Friday, even Saturday...
It's hard to study in the same class with classmate that you hate most, I've never thought I'll hate someone like this and never will I expect I'll do something that against my will. That's a long story. But now, I feel like dying when wake up in the morning to go to school and saw that bitchy face and not to mention, her high pitch voice that will definitely turn my ears into deaf in no time. Yup, too scary... And nearly every week I would like to play truant but it's bad for my study... I cut that habit, for now since my final year exam is just around the corner... Right!!!
Talking about drama, recently, I keep an eye on Merlin, Fringe and Vampire Diaries. They are too intriguing for me to kick them aside from my schedule, and I'm watching it now... Kill two birds with one stone... Brilliant!!! Paramore is coming to Malaysia on October!!! Yes, but after the incident that happened, how she treat her fans, I doubt about her personality now. It's no doubt that her songs is my favourite but how could she treat her fans like this? Why?
Too many things happened and I'm tired with all these stupid things, just go away, PROBLEMS!!! Give me a break and stay away!!! Oh, just remember that my MUET test also just around the corner, speaking test on 14/10, another test!!! I lack points to elaborate and I don't even have one. Please somebody help me improve my poor English, I'm begging you... I wonder how am I going to take the test?
Everybody have dreams and why just I can't realise mine? Explain to me!!! Struggle between my mom and my heart... I just want to be myself and not a doll that controlled by my mother. Then about driving again!!! I'm stupid at driving and I really mean it. My lovely sister is going back to KL and my third sister had stated that she will not send me to anywhere as her STPM is coming soon. And that means that I need to brush up my driving skill within short time. Gosh, I'm so tension!!! Kill me or I'll kill myself... Just joking...
Sometime I wonder if it's right to score good result in exams? Wouldn't it be easier to be ordinary people than to be what straight A's? Score A's but I doesn't get anything, stuck in this same place of mine and keep nagging about unfair everyday... Till one day I'm fed up and just stick to what I got now... It's not good to be smart, and it's not good to be stupid either... The best is just to be an average people...
My blog is a bit classic and I hope my readers don't mind... I'm too busy to click on anything...
What do I care about all those exams? I really thought that every single minute when I saw the books and it hurts that I still staying at the same old place of mine... I never know where or what the teachers are saying, all I heard is just blah blah and even worst, I sleep when I read... Sounds crazy but yes, that is what I'm doing. I'm watching movies and dramas every Thursday night and Friday, even Saturday...
It's hard to study in the same class with classmate that you hate most, I've never thought I'll hate someone like this and never will I expect I'll do something that against my will. That's a long story. But now, I feel like dying when wake up in the morning to go to school and saw that bitchy face and not to mention, her high pitch voice that will definitely turn my ears into deaf in no time. Yup, too scary... And nearly every week I would like to play truant but it's bad for my study... I cut that habit, for now since my final year exam is just around the corner... Right!!!
Talking about drama, recently, I keep an eye on Merlin, Fringe and Vampire Diaries. They are too intriguing for me to kick them aside from my schedule, and I'm watching it now... Kill two birds with one stone... Brilliant!!! Paramore is coming to Malaysia on October!!! Yes, but after the incident that happened, how she treat her fans, I doubt about her personality now. It's no doubt that her songs is my favourite but how could she treat her fans like this? Why?
Too many things happened and I'm tired with all these stupid things, just go away, PROBLEMS!!! Give me a break and stay away!!! Oh, just remember that my MUET test also just around the corner, speaking test on 14/10, another test!!! I lack points to elaborate and I don't even have one. Please somebody help me improve my poor English, I'm begging you... I wonder how am I going to take the test?
Everybody have dreams and why just I can't realise mine? Explain to me!!! Struggle between my mom and my heart... I just want to be myself and not a doll that controlled by my mother. Then about driving again!!! I'm stupid at driving and I really mean it. My lovely sister is going back to KL and my third sister had stated that she will not send me to anywhere as her STPM is coming soon. And that means that I need to brush up my driving skill within short time. Gosh, I'm so tension!!! Kill me or I'll kill myself... Just joking...
Sometime I wonder if it's right to score good result in exams? Wouldn't it be easier to be ordinary people than to be what straight A's? Score A's but I doesn't get anything, stuck in this same place of mine and keep nagging about unfair everyday... Till one day I'm fed up and just stick to what I got now... It's not good to be smart, and it's not good to be stupid either... The best is just to be an average people...
My blog is a bit classic and I hope my readers don't mind... I'm too busy to click on anything...
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