I'm free!!!

  Well, as the title goes... I'm free!!! Hahaha... I like that... Not free from studies, of course... Just free from my one-week job... Very lame, I worked at there for 1 whole week but I didn't get any working T-shirt, not even the corporate one... Nevermind, it's not good looking after all... What I got from this event was friends, friends and more friends... I love that part the most... They taught me how to socialize, how to handle strangers and how to be optimistic... And all of them made me happy although I did not like the job very much... During that working time, I really hate to go to work as I only standing and my legs hurt badly... But when I remember about them, I told myself to get up and went to work... Just because I wanted to meet them... I'm given position at International Pavilion, sounds great huh? As the matter of fact, it wasn't that good... My job? Was just standing there and greet people whoever passed by... I'm crazy... Going to but not now... When Siok said why you are the only one who got International Pavilion? I startled and thought again... Yes, I'm the only one among our classmates who so damn lucky got that place... Wow, Siok, you knock me out...

  Just forget about that part... About my new friends, they were younger than me... All of them... Except two... At first, I thought I'm going to resign as I have no friends there... But after a few hours, they are all my valuable treasures... I couldn't believe I can actually be so friend with them... OMG... I mean, they're so funny and friendly... I seldom talk with younger friends because I don't even own one but now? They have my handphone number and we message each other everyday... Even now... Hahaha... I like them a lot... And the good news is, they all study in Chung Hwa... Wow... Good... I'm going to visit them when school reopen...

  Apart from friends, I got some sales experience too... And a little experience of being a translator for a Siam... I work at many booth... They were the Siam Scents, which sells cosmetics and beauty products... And I got two soaps... Then the soy bean milk, it's delicious and better tasting than others... I got one bottle free... Yay!!! After that, the booth that sells handcraft... I didn't get anything because the Siam was mad at me since I don't understand Thai language... The next booth was selling chocolate... The women selling chocolate gave me one big bar of chocolate... Hahaha... The last one was selling traditional herbs from Indonesia and he's actually came from Jakarta... He did bought two box of chocolate and gave us one box as a gift... They all good people...

  This working experience told me not to become a translator... It's very tiring... And need good vocabulary skill... I bet sheryn got many experience than me because she worked at China Pavilion... So good... I overheard people working in China Pavilion was very lucky because their booth were all own by China people and they were generous... Some even treat them lunch and dinner... Haiz~ I'm too bad luck... Finally this event ends and I got back my holiday... But my mom keep on nagging and told me to find new work... Didn't she realize I just want to gain some experience to motivate myself? I don't like the way she talked to me about that... I need this holiday to fix myself, my studies... She never fathom me, never tried to learn about me... She always did that to me... I hate that... It was like treating me unfair...

  Well, just dump her aside and back to myself... Now that I'm jobless, I'm going to spend my time wisely... I need to repair myself... And need to finished New Moon before school open... That's all for today... Looking forward for McD... Siok, Tong, Ryn!!! I want go McD!!! McChicken!!!  

Cheng Ho Expo 2010...... Damn Sucks!!!

  It’s none of my intention to insult this first held event in Kelantan, but the truth is…… it is the most unorganized, the most humiliating and the most lame event I’ve ever encounter in my whole life!!! Not to mention, the authorities really knew how to trick us into their stupid plan… I can see their stupidity from this event, they are not systematic at all… What on earth are they thinking, they thought us VOLUNTEERS are a bunch of slaves that they can play us anyway they want? Whao, they you are entirely wrong, Mister!!! Volunteers? Nahhhh…… You should plan well when you know this event will be held in roughly 1 month… Never blame time for your idiotic, just blame your brain which have insufficient of grey matters…  Because that’s the truth!!!

  

 I really got mad when I went there this morning… They told us today we can take our corporate T-shirt and my name tags with a bag and a hat… But the truth is, their lies are bleeding through their own rusty and yellowish teeth which give out rotten corpse smell!!! My God, this isn’t supposed to happen because today was our Majlis Pelantikan for VOLUNTEERS. Yet, those guys still make mistakes… You knew, I knew, wantan did plenty of idiot stuff because they are slippery what…… Never blame them, they are stupid enough… It stated there, 9am until 12pm was the time for us to take shirts and blah blah blah blah… So, we went KTC about 8.45am and wait outside Perdana Kompleks where they distributed the things… But what we got was just shouting and rude command that ask us went to Jubli Perak… Okay, fine, we did what they ordered… Then waited impatiently for our portfolio to be set for us… Half an hour… 1 hour… Then we got mad and went to Perdana Kompleks there, and saw many people there… Wantan can go in and out and in for thousand of times they want but we the important ones were banned from going inside… Then ask us go back Jubli Perak again… Okay, another walk… At there, still waiting impatiently, one Chinese girl come and said they want us to go have a breakfast and whatever, just get lost for an hour… So, again, walk away and wondered around KTC…

   

  Then at KTC, we got the chance to be translator in informal attire and helped the visitors from Shaolin, China to translate and communicate with them, and then we lead them to their hotel room… Wow, that’s it… Our job finished and we have to rush back to Jubli Perak again!!! At there, we have to find our names in which portfolio to ensure our position during the exhibition… Then I searched through the entire name lists and guess what? My name isn’t in any list and I’m breaking into many pieces… Oh great!!! I felt like going home at once… Then people whose names were not shortlisted were inquired to write their names on a piece of paper and queue up into a few lines… Then they started to divide us into groups again and I got a bunch of kids same as my group… Wow… Haiz~ Then luckily I was sent to Cacing’s LOVE group where I have her as a company… That will do… And she is my group leader… Hahaha… We were the set to work at the International Pavilion and become a short time translator… Oh my oh my… This is a challenging job… Ryn get China Pavilion… More interesting job… Bear with it but I’m not sure this is stable because there is no way wantan won’t be in there… Maybe we’re just spare tires… Who knows? Then it’s a break for lunch and they prepared beef for us… Oh great!!! Damn it… So, we have to spend our own money to have a lunch… After that we were supposed to get those shirt and most importantly our name tags!!! It stated 2pm, so we waited there for almost an hour and they opened their smelly mouth again :”You’re not going to get anything today because… “ they rest I could hear already, I just felt like slammed his damn ugly face!!! So, we’re leaving… Then a Chinese guy came out and said to us that it’s their problem and our name tags have already printed out, just incomplete with some accessories and clothes are not enough… He urged us to come tomorrow as early as we can to take the cloth… I wonder if tomorrow they still make stupid of us… Then Cacing asked us to meet her at Jubli Perak again, so we walked to there again… At there, another Chinese man made a small briefing and he said the most relevant phrase that I wanted to hear since I was indulging in this event… It sounds like this :” 你们是郑和展览会的灵魂，没有你们，这个展览会一定会失败!” That’s the truth!!! When he wished to continue his briefing, a wantan male came and snapped his phrase, he wanted us the Chinese to go to KTC hall at instance because the hall was quite empty… So at this point you just want us to attend that damn ceremony? No way, man… I was very angry and decided not to go… Let you celebrate with your wantan, we are not important what… As the matter of fact, our group just ran back without attending the so-called Big ceremony…

  

 I’m not bragging but this event is suitable for Chinese because we talk Mandarin… And most exhibitors are from China and yet, a lot of wantan are accepted, they get the name tags, the shirts and they can take 2 or 3 cloths at once… Damn you wantan authorities… The Majlis Pelantikan is really a disgrace because they insulted our culture… Who the hell will play Chinese drums and at the same time play song at one time… Really insufficient of grey matters and show your stupidity… I’m not an expert but you guys sucks…

  

 Well, forget about the idiot a while and I was happy last Wednesday because Siok, Ryn and I went to catch insects around Ryn’s house… We really caught many type of insects… Hahaha… Ryn, I wish we can go to your house again… To catch butterflies!!! I want the black one… Looking forward for McDonald… Siok, Ryn, Tong and me… Four of us… McChicken!!!

       

Tension is my holiday best friend......

  Well, my final year exam not so good, and I mean bad... I just have my MUET exam, writing, listening and reading test, only one word is the most suitable to describe the test...... TOUGH! I don't expect much for this year, just hope that I can slightly pass my quota so that I will not waste my RM 60.00. Many unhappy occasions happened to me, not myself alone, even for my family... Things getting worst when I think about the 2 biology projects, plant and insects, 25 species, 5 order for insects and 5 family for plants... Some of the member of my group are going for a holiday or vacation, they won't be around during the holiday... So? I don't want to think about it anymore...

  My sister is going to work with somebody soon, and that means I can't go anywhere... The truth is, I still cannot drive smoothly and I don't have driver to send me... My head is going to explode within this holiday!!! Well, I first thought I have planned everything well in my brain, but how come I never thought about people taking holiday? How stupid am I... My seem to be perfect-plan ruined in seconds, it took only few time to prove that I was wrong... Luckily I have Ah Siok offering me her help, if everything goes smooth, we'll meet sheryn at her house... Hopefully, no rain, plenty of insects... 

  Lately, I'm reading the second series of twilight saga: New Moon. Thanks to my 美女, Onion, who willing to lend me her precious collection of books to occupy my soon-will be-boring-holiday... But I still have tons of homework, you know, school never give students a rest, not even holiday... And I'm the part of the school... Duhhh.... Oh, I nearly forget steel-mouth chicken... She actually stealing things?!? Wow... Then from her former friend, I'm very shock to hear that she is a very stingy person... Not that I don't expect that, but she really is a bad people to communicate with... Our class just complete our duty, cleaning the toilet... That ridiculous chicken thought she is categorize into OKU already, she just stay at class while the whole class went to clean the toilet that she also used? Wow, you are the bitches ever OKU I've ever encounter in my whole life! Really OKU... I think it would be better if you just resign from school and get married... No point stay in school when you are useless... Waste your parent's money...

  There will be a Cheng Ho Expo held in Kelantan this 21th of November until 26th of November... I'll be joining this activity as a working member, to gain experience and sharpen my talking skill as the authorities estimated people from 15 different countries to participate this activity... So, I am very positive towards this event... Hopefully, I get what I needed to enforce myself with. Being a translator is a very challenging job, as well as communicating in foreign language... Wow, just thinking about it makes me euphoric enough!!! Sheryn, Kai Li and Qian Wen will be joining this beneficial activity too... Fortunately, steel-mouth chicken doesn't take part...

  Time passes and I really felt exhausted with school... I just hope this holiday will a very good time for me to rest and revise my weak subjects as I'm going to face STPM next year, which roughly just a year from now... Better start my revision, STPM is not SPM!!!   

Angry!!!

  Nothing can described my feeling now, except the word FURIOUS... I'm very upset today... Why? Because my housefly had 5 legs only... What happen to the other one? Well, ACCIDENTALLY broken by someone... I don't want to mention who, she knew it and she is making me very angry... I'm busying for the whole day to catch it and now it only got 5 legs... SWEET!!! The my locust's leg, at the adjoint part, it also went missing, maybe because it was like that already when I caught it, I can bear that at first but now? DAMN IT!!! I hate to say this but I am SURELY, VERY, TOTALLY ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I thought I can accept the SORRY LAR at the "crime scene", but it turned out to be negative... I spend my whole day just to catch housefly and locust, adding bruises on my body and I can't tolerate when I saw the leg just happened to break from its body!!!! I CANNOT ACCEPT THE TRUTH!!!! NO I CAN'T.....

  There is not much I can do, just hoping my experimental report marks will not be deducted... When she saw the leg broken, she did like she didn't saw it, then I'm the one who said:" The leg!!! You broke it, it's my housefly..." Then what I got is just a series of SORRY LAR, what made my boiling point burst was she said:" Replace with other lor, got so many lui... " Wow, the most memorable phrases from her mouth!!! I was going to scold her when I heard that deadly phrases!!! It's not a problem if I haven't caught that housefly myself, but now? I'm not a clod blooded creature, I even said thousand of sorry to the housefly for taking it as an experimental object... I don't know how to said it but I'm really can't force myself to talk with her, I can't even look into her face and gave her a smile, I know that if I looked at her, I'll did something that I can't even believe myself did it... I feel like ripped her locust's leg out at that time... An eye for an eye!!! How could she behave like nothing happened when the truth is, there is!!! But she is my next project's partner, I can't just ignore her like surrounding oxygen, even oxygen also important for me... My head feels like exploding, just stay away so that I can keep myself calm... STAY AWAY!!!! And don't come nearer to try talking within my reach, you don't know me well enough and I'm not the stupid weak girl anymore... I'm not bluffing!!!!

  Enough of my nagging, I want to watch my Merlin already... Incident already happened and just need time to adjust my feeling... I won't dislike you or hate you, I just needed time... Give me a space and I'll be fine, without your apologizes... Just remember, I hate people who thought sorry can solve problem but the truth is, NO, IT CAN'T!!!