About this week...

            This week was an exam week, the first exam for me in year 2011. As usual, the laziness cost me a three days sleep time, where I had to read books until the next morning. And the result came back wasn’t good at all. I’m thinking about my mathematics, probably I’m going to fail this time.

             

            We are responsible to distribute the STPM and SPM result, so last week’s STPM result were given away by some of our Form 6 student. Of course, I got go to check up my sisters’ result. She scored well in STPM and I was proud of her. Well done!

             

            About Sheryn’s birthday, I’m sorry for the late wishes of mine. And the present I’ll repay to you after the STPM, because I really don’t have time to go shopping. Please forgive my laziness.

             

            Lately, people around me are having problem with their friends, I just hope that both parties can be calm and settled down in peace. This is the last year we study together, appreciate each other, forgive and forget the fault done by them. True friends are not easily to find, so, treasure your friends. Friendship is gold when you have faith in it. And I have faith for them too. Sheryn, Siok Ying, Shiau Tong, Dan Qi, Sheng Nein, Keh Lyn, Siew Mei and others, wish you all grabbed the friends in hand and never let go easily.

May you rest in peace, Aunt Luan...

            I lost my dearest Aunt Luan yesterday, she was sick for almost 2 months, cannot eat and drink. Never thought she’ll be leaving us, we always said that in future, we’ll buy two detached house, she stay on one side, we stay at the next, we’ll never separate again. What a beautiful dream, but this is the dream that never come true anymore. Life is cruel toward me. Year 2007, my father is taken away from me. I cried until my head aches like my brain was going to explode in my head. Tears rolled down and down, endless pain in my little heart. Year 2008, my grandmother passed away too. She was the bridge that connected us to our relatives. It’s like an earthquake ruining the bridge, in instant, we have nobody on our side. NOT A SINGLE ONE. Year 2011, the people that cared for us the most, the only one who will help us no matter how tough our money crisis, the one that always give us support, was taken away from our side again. It’s just like a curse on us, the person that we cared the most, the one that help us the most, will eventually left us.

            I was scared, scared the people around me will left me again. There’s no one left to take family photo with me when I’m graduating, and I don’t want to take any family photo anymore. The people in our family photo are getting lesser and lesser. Now, I’m afraid that my mother or my sisters will be taken away from me. PLEASE DON’T DO THIS TO ME. I’m praying hard now. I would rather die than suffer the same heart throbbing feeling again. I want to own a time machine, where I can go back to the past and everyone was there for me. A perfect family. I will hug and tell them how much I love them, and I swear I’ll appreciate them more than anything in my life.

            To the one who is reading my blog, please appreciate your loved one no matter how they treat you, BELIEVE me, you’ll regret for the rest of your life if you don’t. Get away from the PC screen now and tell your parents three words, I LOVE YOU.