Final year exam...

  What I fear most is about to come face in face with me, the EXAMS!!! Wow, now I'm going nuts. Why? Let see my need-to-read list... 1. Chemistry: chapter 1 to chapter 9, exclude chapter 8... 2. Pengajian Am: 3 books to be read and adding them all have a total of more than 150 pages I think... 3. Biology: chapter 1 to chapter 7, and my problem is I don't even remember teacher has finished chapter 6!!! 4. Mathematics: This is the most terrible!!! I finished the exercises and now if you ask me 1 single question, I cannot solve it!!! My biggest problem is that I only have half a month to prepare and I mean I got to stuck all that syllabus into my little brain within 2 weeks!!! OH MY GOOD!!!

  What do I care about all those exams? I really thought that every single minute when I saw the books and it hurts that I still staying at the same old place of mine... I never know where or what the teachers are saying, all I heard is just blah blah and even worst, I sleep when I read... Sounds crazy but yes, that is what I'm doing. I'm watching movies and dramas every Thursday night and Friday, even Saturday...

  It's hard to study in the same class with classmate that you hate most, I've never thought I'll hate someone like this and never will I expect I'll do something that against my will. That's a long story. But now, I feel like dying when wake up in the morning to go to school and saw that bitchy face and not to mention, her high pitch voice that will definitely turn my ears into deaf in no time. Yup, too scary... And nearly every week I would like to play truant but it's bad for my study... I cut that habit, for now since my final year exam is just around the corner... Right!!!

  Talking about drama, recently, I keep an eye on Merlin, Fringe and Vampire Diaries. They are too intriguing for me to kick them aside from my schedule, and I'm watching it now... Kill two birds with one stone... Brilliant!!! Paramore is coming to Malaysia on October!!! Yes, but after the incident that happened, how she treat her fans, I doubt about her personality now. It's no doubt that her songs is my favourite but how could she treat her fans like this? Why?

 Too many things happened and I'm tired with all these stupid things, just go away, PROBLEMS!!! Give me a break and stay away!!! Oh, just remember that my MUET test also just around the corner, speaking test on 14/10, another test!!! I lack points to elaborate and I don't even have one. Please somebody help me improve my poor English, I'm begging you... I wonder how am I going to take the test?

  Everybody have dreams and why just I can't realise mine? Explain to me!!! Struggle between my mom and my heart... I just want to be myself and not a doll that controlled by my mother. Then about driving again!!! I'm stupid at driving and I really mean it. My lovely sister is going back to KL and my third sister had stated that she will not send me to anywhere as her STPM is coming soon. And that means that I need to brush up my driving skill within short time. Gosh, I'm so tension!!! Kill me or I'll kill myself... Just joking...

  Sometime I wonder if it's right to score good result in exams? Wouldn't it be easier to be ordinary people than to be what straight A's? Score A's but I doesn't get anything, stuck in this same place of mine and keep nagging about unfair everyday... Till one day I'm fed up and just stick to what I got now... It's not good to be smart, and it's not good to be stupid either... The best is just to be an average people...

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