Brand new year, 2011 arrived within seconds. Then school reopens. Well, my life is on the usual track again. Go to school, I saw many familiar faces as well as the hatred faces that I dislike. Our class’ location didn’t changed but just slightly a little difference, U6SPB switched to last year L6SP class. My place didn’t change too, still the last row last column the last place. I love the place and it suits me. As usual, lessons begun and subject teacher still the same.
I knew this may sound crazy but I actually walked home after school. Don’t ask me why, because I too don’t know why I prefer that. Since I’m useless as I cannot drive, then I just have to walk. Simple theory though. Never mention my 3rd sister, she didn’t want to waste her precious after-STPM-holiday to send me to school or fetch me neither. As for my 2nd sister, she needs to work. So, I just have to use my own way. Bus? I too have thought about it and phoned the bus driver but she seems reluctant to fetch me. My mom said they have customer already so they didn’t want to do my business. Okay, your decision is none of my right. I got money you don’t want to earn.
Rainy season this week, I hate to wake up and hate to go school. Because transport problem. I tried to ask help from some people who lives near me but they too didn’t give me hope. So I decided to work my own way by walking home. I lied to my mom that my friend sent me home but the truth is I walked home. I know even if I told her the truth, she too couldn’t help, so I remained silent. Suddenly I miss my father. Will I have this kind of problem if he still alive? I don’t know the answer. If you still have your parent, treasure them because you’ll never have the chance to be filial with your parent once they are gone forever. You’ll never understand the feeling of lost I suffered since he was gone. No matter how understanding you are, some experience will only fully gain when the tragedy happened to you. As some says, you saw people bleeding, you know it hurts but you don’t know how the pain is.
I got my MUET result and it was a terrible truth indicating my English level very low. Don’t mention about it, I felt like tearing myself into many pieces.
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