Failed attempt.

Here, at Kota Bharu, still cannot find any job, not that there’s no job, but I didn’t achieve their requirement, especially the criteria must possess at least 1 year experience in related field or have own transport/ own driving license. That hit me hard, I feel like falling from my seat. Hate it!

First interview, I went and filled the details on the paper. The clerk there was actually watching drama, I am very sure as the sound of desktop was very loud, even I was quite far from her. Then I handed the paper to her and she walked into a small office, I guess that is her boss, OMG the door didn’t close so her boss actually can hear her, but she didn’t have fear for the boss? Great!

Then I entered the room, it was very small office, and she asked me to have a seat, I did. She was tanned with a curly brown dyed hair, I wasn’t sure if she is a Chinese or Malay, but she looked like Malay to me. Maybe she is a Malay as she speaks in Malay. And she asked about working experience, and I startled. Of course I don’t have any working experience, I’m just graduated my high school and I thought I told her that in the phone!

She grimaced in paused, reading the details about me, but I’m sure she was thinking the dialogue to tell me I didn’t met her requirement, and I am the one who speaks, I said I’m sorry for wasting her time and I could see her relieved, apologize for the inconvenient and I left. A failed interview experience!

In the following days, I walked around my house and looking for any ‘help wanted’ sign, but none of these company or shop require workers at this moment. Sigh! And I searched the internet and did found a few jobs, so I called and sent my resume but still, there’re no hope, no a phone from them.

Today, I’m loosing my patience so I called one company and asked about job vacancy. To my surprise, they did receive my resume, how happy am I! But then, she said, “I read your resume and you really have good result, are you sure you want this job?” Then I realized they wanted to hire a full time, so I apologize and shut the phone down. Another failed attempt.

Adding up with many phone calls I made every day, it appears to me which I receive many decline from them, almost all of them! Sigh~ Finding job is worst than studying, how I wish to just return back to old days where I don’t have to worry about future. I really need a job, because I have to afford a laptop myself, and also my daily expenses in home, talking about the electric bill!

Today is the first day of new year, so I hope I can get a job in this month, not wasting my time in home doing nothing. As for these few unemployed days, I stuffed myself with watching movies and cooking video on youtube, and I learnt to cook many recipes, omelet, pancakes and easy menu. It was very fun! At least, I got something to do in my home.

Time to search jobs, and I hope every single human in this world have a great day and happy new year!